Relationships. (Confession II)

Relationships. Define perfect relationship. Fairy tales lie are the perfect relationship. There's no such thing as relationship goals. Just another disaster waiting to happen.  Crying all night, wondering weren't you enough? Why did he do that? Pleasure? Fun? Is there something that I didn't do that she can? Was I being too complicated for him to deal with? "I ain't no gentleman." "I don't do romantic." "I don't do surprises." "I don't like being mature in this relationship." What are these that I have to deal with? Are those jokes, but why was I offended? I can't stand of his jokes anymore It hurts. I'm tired At shouting and yelling And quarreling and accusing And threatening and  crying alone. And yet I'm crying now Wondering was I not enough All I ask was simple I just want you to listen Don't compare yourself to me We're not the same I'm not as strong as you I couldn't keep smiling forever like you do But there you are Liar. Listen if it's the best for us You're not always right And I'm not either but Doesn't mean that I'm always wrong I can't keep up I'm tired This game is too strong and yet you're still playing and I know how much you love winning all the time I'm crying again "i'll never let you cry." Was I not doing enough? Relationships. Where you're at?